"Jen, before I met you, I had no idea what love and commitment was really about. All I knew was about doing what was expected of me, without knowing if that was what I wanted or not. As the years went by, with you by my side, I learned so much. You made me want things, you gave me reasons to hope for the best, to make decisions not only based on what I thought was right, but also on what I felt in my heart were the right ones, even if my reasonable mind disagreed. Because not everything is as defined as black and white, good or bad.
You taught me about the gray, because your whole life has always been in shades of gray. That can come very handy at times, because you can stop seen so much black, you get to see reasons in peoples bad behaviors, and your heart reaches a little out to them; takes a lot of the hate out off your heart. But, you also stop seen the bright whites. It makes it harder to love fully and entirely, to allow yourself to trust openly, to give your entire life for anyone.
I love you, Jennifer Anne Straus. All these years by your side have taught me that no matter what happens between us, that fact will never change. You will always be my brightest white. As bad as things might get at time, we always come back to each other. So please, let me love you this way forever. Please, allow yourself to take my black and white into your life. Trust that I will make them worthwhile. Please love me back, fully and entirely. Please give me your life as I’m giving you mine. Jennifer Anne Straus, you are all I live for."
Sweetheart I will love you until my dying day. <3
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