Him

I cannot get him out of my head,
Nothing is helping,
I've tried talking about him to people,
But they don't understand.
I've been crying for over 12 hours total this weekend,
I cannot stop.
He is just implanted in to my brain.
Nothing can get him out of my head.
He is just there,
He is always there for me when I need him,
He is everything to me.
He is one thing to me that I cannot leave alone.
I cannot help but to fall for him.
He is one thing but my feelings for him are another.
I love him more than a bird loves her baby.
He is an angel to me.
He is more than that,
He is God.
He is more than God to me,
He is an Angel undercover.
A God waiting for the moment to tell me that he is secretly the Lord.
He is one of the best people I know since he saved me many times.
He is not one of the best he is the best. I cannot believe that he is not with me anymore.
We will never date because it wouldn't work out. I cannot believe I am saying this.
It is like we will never meet again, In this lifetime, but maybe we will meet again.
Just not in this lifetime. Never again...
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